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Spring break has been awesome so far. Everything just seems to be going good. Sure shit always happens so thats not really true, but just like San Francisco, I'm looking at the bright side of things and I'm gonna work to make things better, I just need the help of others thats all. This Spring break, there have been many firsts for me. Just today, I took a walk in the morning! at 10 in the morning I went for a walk. If you know me, I always walk during the night. But today, it was the morning. That was a first. Its interesting what you see in the morning. I went to Ralphs and exchanged some coins for cash via coinstar. That was the first time I've ever been in a grocery store by myself. It was also the first time someone whom I did not know hand me than $20.00, $72.24 to be exact. As I walked out of the grocery store, I started to head over to Starbucks to get me some Fraps. On my way out, I heard a song I haven't heard in a LONG time. For the first time in many many many months, I heard the song This I Promise You - Nsync. Then after getting a Frap, I went back to Ralphs to buy a bouqet of Tulips for my friend. That's the first time I've gone out and bought flowers without occasion. And thats just today. One other big First is that I'm home alone for the first time. Last saturday, Drumline competed on a whole new circuit and for the first time this year. We did fairly ok. We didn't get 1st (wouldn't that have been great?) but thats ok. I also read a poem that was about me that was a positive poem. Thats the first time anyones written about me and its been positive. The first time someone wrote about me, it was also a rather depressing subject. But hey, I appreciate it anyways, both of em. The whole of Sunday was a first for me. Monday was kinda boring, that was a normal day for me. Tuesday I went to the Block, you can go to my sexy friend's page on info for that day. Lovesacs are awesome! And then you got this morning among other things. I also cried for the first time since 7th grade. I kinda have mixed feelings about that. So ya, half way through spring break and its already awesome. Unfortunately, I have to leave on a retreat this friday. It better be worth it because I was planning to do something weekend! And the fact that I'll have three days to myself up in a place I've never been while listening to people lecture. Ya I can count on myself zoning out and pondering. Oh well, we shall see. One other first is that I'm co-writing a story with my oney-chan. Be sure to look out for that. I have another project but I'm to lazy to re-write it in Free Verse. Wow for once I'm in the mood for Nsync. I hate how people hate the fact that even though she puts me through shit, I still end up caring for her. I hate how I care so much I do things I end up regretting, but I don't because in the process I discovered something. I hate how life can just turn to shit. I hate how I keep coming back. I love the fact that I can still care for her even though she puts me through shit. I love how I discover things through caring for her. I love the randomness of Life, it brought me something new. I love going back to her. I hate how I'm scared shitless....... - Fire .
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